i've been staying home these few days. it's really really cold outside. they say it's worse when the sun is shinig. oh and there's no snow here even though everywhere else is snowing. what a pity.

oh bye to all the friends who are going into ns tomorrow. see you guys in there. if we meet.

i wonder if there's the campfire at rj tomorrow. whate a shame to miss it. the first one at the new rj. which happens to be a damn pretty place, i've heard. actually, i can imagine. urgh. why? the campfire's like i one thing i'd like to crash. damn it.
though i'm kinda far from rj, i already miss it. i know for a fact that i'm missing a lot of wonderful stuff. and i've got to admit it's painful. caan youuu feeeel mmyyy ppain?
i tell you, two years is too short. they should correct this mistake. it has always been my thinking that sec school should be three years. and jc another three years. hmm, maybe make it two and four. okay, the point is that jc should not last shorter than secondary skool. it doesn't make sense. my plan is this. the first 2 years of sec sch should be combined into one. then you'd have an extra year for better life education in rj. oops, jc. hmmm does the education minister have the power to make such things happen? if so, i have a new goal. AHH.

ah. seems like like sinking into depression..hah. right. i've gone near that place before and won't be going there anytime soon. bah. maybe it's the freezing cold weather these few days. and i mean freezing cold literally. started yesterday. i didn't know how cold it was cos dear americans use fahrenheit. so i checked it out and it was zero degrees celsius. no wonder i felt more cold. more cold? interesting phrase huh. can't thinkproperly these days. must be the coldness, numbing my brain. which drifts back to thinking about the fun back home again. damn.

argh. i do not want to attempt to upload pictures anymore. it's too excruciatingly slow.

argh. guess what. i miss school. the first day of school excitement. seeing new faces around. meeting friends and classmates again. knowing we'll have lots of fun in school. staying back every friday afternoon to play bball. just hanging aroung with people to talk and crap around. wasting our time away in the canteen looking at people. hah. i miss that life. don't you?

went chinatown area to have dimsum lunch today. was not bad actually. i think chinatown, and i mean chinatown anywhere is quite interesting. it's like seeing all the familiar faces again. gee whatever. oh we'll be going to vancouver in a couple of days. most likely just a short overnight stay look around. oh well.

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